February 2005



all good things...

warning: sappy post inspired by kick-ass show tonight.

i can't believe it's almost over. two more nights, two more performances, and anything goes is gone for good. i'm trying to think of any better experiences i've had in my life, and i'm really coming up short. i don't think i've ever poured so much of myself into a single endeavor before; no, not even marching band. 72 more days with all of the great friends i've made over the last three months, and then i won't see most of them again until 10-year reunion. i'm officially freaking out now. i'm not ready for everything to end.

yet, on the other hand, i'm so ready. so ready to take the next step in my life and go out on my own. so, so ready to leave clear lake high school behind me. but i don't think anything can prepare me for leaving all the people that i've come to know and love over the past four years... everyone watch out. come graduation day, i'll probably be sobbing like a baby.

i love everyone. except for the people who haven't seen the musical yet. i still owe all of you a punch in the face. go see it. you haven't much time.



post-show depression

well, senior musical is over and suddenly i have no excuse to not do my homework or not stop sucking at trombone. i hate school, i'm ready for it to end. i'm terrified of my college auditions, and it's only getting worse as time goes by because i don't practice and i know i won't be accepted because i suck. i want someone to just tell me that it's okay and not making it into ut's music program won't make my life miserable. not that i'll believe them.

anyway...

1. take your blogger username and replace each letter with the corresponding number (a=1, b=2, etc...(underscore = 27).
2. add all of the numbers together to create a kind of super number.
3. add the digits of the number together.
4. find the post of this number in your journal
5. take the digit you noted in step 3, and count that many words into the post:
6. use the resulting word in a google image search, and select a picture from the first page and post the results:




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